Okay, so I thought I did my Zeolite edits like last year/early this year but I was going through the posts last night (I was trying to compile them all and make a google doc of all the IC posts) and apparently I did the edits in
2016 and I'm still in shock over that.
I had no idea it was that long ago.
Aaaand I still hate Zeo and how I wrote her.
I guess the earlier Zeo posts were worse...? I tried not to do any more editing last night but there was just one post that I just had to fix slightly and now I'm just wanting to edit all of the Zeo posts
again lolol. I only got to page 10 in my post compiling so I could just start all over and edit
and compile. I'm not enjoying the way the Google doc was looking anyway but I don't know how I would make it look good. I didn't really have
much of an idea for how I wanted it to look in the first place, though.
Also, I
cannot believe I used "*shrug*" and sometimes fairy emojis in my IC posts. Like... what was I thinking???? I just... I want to just completely change everything about Zeolite (I think my water Elf Aquila is okay but then again, I thought my Zeo posts were fine after the big 2016 edit and I was wrong so I don't know) and do an even
more massive rewrite but I feel like it's too late to do that. Too late to completely change the character. Double also, I'm feeling immense deja vu cause, if I recall correctly, I wrote a post just like this after my 2016 edit, haha (I also had one like this after my big edit for Tori in BiOtB).
So yeah, in conclusion: I don't know what I'm doing.